(…)I shouldn’t feel disgust of my defects, seeing them only when something bad happens. While everything goes well, everyone pretends. Everyone lies. He told me that this would not last long and its disturbed me. I need you to lie to me since it is impossible living in the moment. It is Live paying attention. I really want to come back but i can’t.”
Lack of information_ part IV The words sticks even if lifes fly apart_

Sara Mayoral vs Jimena Goldin May Munich 2020